Thank You

There comes a point in life where you get sick of always being there for people and wish for once they would be there for you for a change. The ‘friends’ that tell you “their always there for you” but when it really comes to it they have something more important to do or someone more important to be with and can’t even spare 5 minutes to send you a wee text to see how your doing. The ‘friends’ that say “I don’t know what I’d do without you,” because your always there no matter how they treat you, no matter how much their not there for you because you don’t want to let them down and you know they need someone. Then when it comes to you needing someone to talk to their no-where to be seen, too busy to have a wee chat and you have to deal with it all yourself but, your used to it because it’s the way it always is. The worst of it is they don’t even know their doing it because you’ve left it this way for so long. Well I’ve grew up I’m past the stage where I’m going to be here like a doormat when my ‘friends’ need someone to talk to, or the one they come running to when everything fucks up, when they don’t have anyone else they think you‘re good enough and your always going to be around to pick up the pieces for them well I‘m not. I have everyone I need in my life right now and I don’t need ‘friends’ like that when I now know who my real Friends are the ones I talk to every day even if it’s just to see how they are, the ones that can tell after a few words that there is something up and no matter how many times you say “It’s nothing” they still know it’s not. The ones where you always help each other and no matter what your doing none of you are to busy when the other needs you even if it’s a chat on the phone or a quick text or talking till silly hours of the morning on msn. The ones that are talking about what were doing months down the line but include the words “you and bump” because they know the reality of what it’s going to be like and accept it will always be me and the wee one, and the wee one will come before anything. Basically this is just a big thank you to all my proper friends I have for being there for me and helping me through everything lately, I really don’t know what I would have done without you and I’m just grateful to have you around. Love Leeann xo